It's just random messages , some messages i deleted , so sometimes no linked der . Lols .
SHAME ON YOU .

DC : haha haha can.. U can have my everything u know why ? Because u r my everything !
What u mean Nth ? When i keep asking u why this why that.. All u can answer is its just some random
thing and u not hinting me anything =( for me all i wanna say or rather SHOUT out to u is I LOVE U !

KL : Hais , did i get cheated by you ? Sorry , i doubt you . 26sept she smsed you calling you dear . That time i saw her contact and you said she's your ex . It's hurting to see , to know . Can you tell me what exactly happened ? I typed this message in your car , i need to control my tears . But my eyes is wet . Wonder if what you said were true , or as i said it's all true for the sms i sended you at my house . I choose to believe you don't wanna pick your sister phone calls . But is it your sister ? Or "her" ? Not i wonder if everything from you is true , wonder if you said you don't anyhow let girls sit your car is true . Everythings ! Wonder if your care were also true . I'm sorry to see your message without your permission . I'm sorry to doubt you . But i'm happy to find out the truth. I don't want your sweet talk . I want your words come out from your heart ! Is your love is fake too ?

DC : I am prepared to explain to u everything.as i expected it to happen sooner or late. But u must peomise to remain calm first because this is a big problem in my life now. I veyet to settle it and i don want to hide anything from u since u saw it. If i had intentions of hiding something from u i would have change her name and delete all the messages.. U promise me u will remain calm and trust me this once ? Although i know u girls don really trust guys but believe me this once ?
Ok u did not get cheated by me.. U need not apologize to me for doubting me.because i knew i had to explain to u sonner or late de.. Yes that date she did sms me calling me dear. Yes she is my ex and yes her name and my sister name both is call michelle.. And yes i don anyhow let girls sit my car which is true and u will know once u get to know my closer friends as they always make fun of me abt fetching gitls and once they see a girl in my car they will know that i m serious and interested in her de. My love for u is difently real and not fake.. U r experincing true love and care from me.. The big problem is she die also want to stick with me.. But because u r not my gf yet and everytime she call to ask i with her i can onli say my friend as i m in front of u i cant possible say wit my gf ma what if u get offended. Ya. Don doubt my love for u.. Initially i was scared and unsure my feelings for u.. But these few days were really the happiest days of my live.. Its not sweet talk to hong u but from my heart.. And i never regretted one single bit.. If u know me well enough u will come to know that its always in a r/s that i get cheated feelings by Ppl and not me cheat Ppl.. Don sad Hao ma.. It really hurts deep inside...

KL : She did send you a sms saying if you don't want to carry on or what then just stop contacting her , means is you the one who contact her .

DC : I feel so lost and empty without yr love now =( my heart break le sobs..
Why r u keepin so quiet.. U know i m prepared to lose everything just to be wit u. But u r turning a cold shoulder to me now.. I m worried and scared u will misunderstood me..
Have a little faith in me ? Give me a chance to prove my woth to u ? To prove that i m really different from the rest ? Can ..
I wanna know what u r thinkin.. I was things to remain the same as it is.. Rmb we promise to talk things out and have heart to heart talks instead of fake sweet thoughts ? I ve always let u know my true feelings towards u.. U know yourself how much i love u and cant afforld to lose u..
Of course if u can be my officially honour..i would announce to her and be more hen to her to make her not disturb me and go away not like u and him.. =< always let me drink chou every day de.. I will die de wor..

KL : She did nothing wrong and you treat her like this . One day i will also be like her . Suffer this kind of treatment from you . How many things you lied to me already huh ? Half a year no gf ? Zzz , I'm speechless okay !

DC : I and her will NEVER have any future u know why because she has a kid... And no way will my family accept that. I m so call stead wit her is for companion Rmb i told u before got those serious one and not so ones ? Yes i admit at first i wast sure abt u thats why. Now after spending so much time with u.. I realised how much more u mean to me.. Thats when that night i decided to let her go and concrete to be with u.. This is the truth if u wanna know
The truth is simple.. I wast sure abt u until recently i realised how much u mean to me.. There were things that i wouldt do when wit her but wit u i had no regrets like work and all.. Come on don like this Hao ma? What else u wanna know =(

KL : CW will hate me . You fucking hell make me look like a bitch snatching you from her , that will never fucking happen to me . I hope we will just remain normal . Everything just normal. Until you and her settle. And , yesterday i forget tell you in those sms i sended you . I mind what other people think and look on me ! So , what you did is like letting people to think that i'm like a fucking bad people that snatch guys that have gf .

DC : CW is no one.. you don have to be bothered by her... U r what that matters to me.. I never tell her the whole story thats why she don know i chasing u.. All along even she think i bad guy.. But she don know that MP is makin use of me.... Like money for baby.. Even the mother also make use of me until recently i found out... Don be silly gal. This is my life.. I choose who i wanna be with de..

DC : I want an end to us.. Let just end it.. I don wanna have anything to do with u already. I ve found someone else.. I m sorry.. I didt mean to hurt u... Now its like ruining the both of us me and her and i m really sad. and depress.. We were happy tgt until she found out abt u earlier than i plan to tell her abt u. and now she is so cold towards me and not trust me already.. I hope we can still be friends but ya i just want to make it clear to u that i m seeing someone else and i m betting all in on her.. Take care bye. I send her this. I don want her to ruin us KL.. Really.. U know yourself in yr heart where u stand in my heart. don have to say anymore.. Sigh.. I feel so sad.. Hurtin u is the last thing i wanna do to u..

KL : You created all this . Why in the first place you ask XX to call me out when you fucking have gf !

DC : I that time no gf is she threaten to commit suicide with the baby ! Than how... What u expect me to do.. I don want anything to happen.. At least now she must be think through le than decide to give up also better.. I no need to answer to her mum.. Silly gal..
I feel so depress now... I really never cheat u at all... Why don u believe me..

KL : You cheat me , god know , so you get punished :)

DC : No.. We were in the middle of breakin up but she threaten me wit her life and i was not sure abt u.. Now lucky she ownself think through already. Plus i now sure abt u than can settle things easy le. But didt know things become so bad..
I never cheat u.. Why u still now say i cheat u.. Plus u put smiley face.. Haiz.. I m so depress right now.. Feel like killing myself..

KL : Lol . Hmm , i won't blame you luh . Just be happy loh . I thought you said there free parking ? Next time don't happen again bah . Remember what i told you ? I cried once and never cry again ler . So just like you say let it be the past loh :)

DC : Why u can still smile ?.... How can i ever be happy without u...

KL : I'm just right beside you , duh . I told you happy is me . If i were to sad many days , i would have killed you . Cos i cheered people up :) smile will always be a good things .
Haha , you are wrong then . I don't like to lies . Especially white lies . So i won't lies to people too :p will lie at first . After few hours will tell them truth der . Now is only happen once , Hope it don't happen again then okay ler :) I hope no more lies from you anymore . If you want the trust to be back one day , it's depend on you .

DC : KL.. I promise i ll love u and protect u for always in my whole life.. I know u said i ve broken the trust feeling between us which is very sad n depressing for me.. U even say till i m a liar and a cheater when i m actually not... i had to do that to avoid bring cheated instead.. But u know.. U r different ! I know u r not that type of gal.. I can feel it. Thats why i wanna love u whole heartedly without any doubts or mistrust.. These few weeks have been the happiest days of my life.. I ve never experinc such a feelin wit my previous ex s.. Ytd night how much hurt i felt last night was in indescrible.. I was so hurt by yr words.. That i actually cried softly when u fell asleep alone... Without me.. I was so scared i would lose this feelin wit u.. And that u might not treat me wit yr real feelings anymore. I hope not that things r all cleared up that u will love me and care for me with real n true feelings from yr heart..
I know u scare get hurt.. I more scare get hurt than u..... But i just believe... Believe in u that u r different from other girls... That goes to show how much i trust u and how much i wanna last with u... Haiz my heart just aches each day.. Don u feel or realise all the things i ve done for u ? All the crazy stuff.. I just wan u to know u r now a part of my life.. And i wan to make u mine.. I don wan to be hanging.. Tiao zhu... Haiz.. Nvm .. I ll just wait... Wait for u to tell me that i m yrs and that u want me.... Haiz.. Just like the song don think so much.. Even if u cheat my feelings.. i will never forget we were happy once... How much love i can give u depends how much u wanna be wit me. i love u..

KL : :) yes , i scare , i'm not scare of getting hurts . I scare of lies .....

DC : I told u before i promise i won't lie to u.. U know in all my past r/s always is i too honest till let Ppl lie let Ppl cheat also don know... Haiz... I want to so much be in love wit u.. Hold yr hand wherever i go and be proud to say u r mine..
I cant seem to figure out what u r thinkin.. Mayb cause u never did wanted to share with me.. I feel so hopeless and useless.. I m nobody.. Right ? Sometimes i keep quiet does not mean i don care but because i respect u.. There r so many things i wan to ask u.. But i don want to force u.. Cause i know i ask u might not tell... Haiz.. I hope one day u can tell me what i wanna know or hear.. Thats its all right.. Cause u seem to be hiding so many secrets... Now XX has so many friends to help him and u to get back tgt but i m all alone fighting this battle.. Im beginning to think that i might lose.. Guess you ll never get to know how much u mean to me and how much i wanna give u... Smile right =) although i cant laugh and smile anymore... Cause i m always sad inside.. Without saying.. until now.. Haiz so much i wanna know.. So much whats going on.. Cause i seem like a idiot like a fool .. Hope u will clear my doubt. i m on the losing end wit no JK to help me unlike XX .So sad n worry..

KL : Okay , you are sure about your feelings . But i'm unsure . JK did think the same as me , if you could treat MP like that , why won't you treat me like that too when you find a girl better then me ?

DC : Huh.. I told u so many times ! U r different ! U got kid meh.. U got responsibility meh... Haiz.. U don trust me once how to know... I feel like a fool now.. I ve done all i can to prove to u a clear cut between me and her and now u doubt me ? What else u wan me to prove to u..

KL : Many things you know ? So what if she have kids all that ? In the first place if you think like that you two should not be together . She have feelings too . I just don't know what to do now . Everythings unsure . I don't feel like thinking anything . Let's just let fate decide bah .
Of cos i will see you will change anot . But this must slowly find out . How can i immediately know whether are you bluffing me anot ?
Try ? Sorry , no . I won't even think of starting when i'm still unsure .

DC : Ok.. I ll wait oh right.. I ll always be.. I love u..

KL : I chatting with my friends , smsing with my friends . Must i tell you ?
Until now , did i ever used you ? Lol , no . Don't say like i'm a bad want , you already make me like a bad want to CW and MP . Zzz

DC : I know u never used me.. Thats why i m afraid.. Cause i don know what u wan.. what u thinkin.. What if one day u just throw me aside like rubbish downstairs ? How much times have i told u .. MP has already wish me all the best to the both of us.. CW i don really care abt her.. Why is this affecting us from moving on.. I told u i m stupid .. I m different.. I always get played on.. Like a fool..

KL : Is you who told me . You don't have prove . I can tell you anything i like too . Of cos i mind about what they say . My reputation , i care !
Yah , she wished us . But , she don't know everything . You won't know if she did say anything behind . But i have a feeling that is unclear .

DC : WHY ! i gave her up over u because i believe u r a much better gal than her.. And u wont cheat me.. Haiz if she cannot or cant believe theres Nth i can do.. Its my choice.. I wanna be with u not her.. Haiz i feel so lonely and heartache.. Why cant u pei wo.. But outside don know what u doin.. Later u shout at me Ignore me.. Nan tao guan xin yi xia wo bu ke yi ma ?

KL : I already said , this is what you said . You dare if i message her and ask everything ?

DC : Yes... Please do that... Because i don want u to suspecting me and her anymore.. My heart hurts... I got feelings wan de..

KL : I never suspect you and her . I mean i wanna ask what she know about me and you . I bet she have many question in her mind .

DC : Yes she has but i cleared it all up with her ytd night at petrol station le.. She ask super a lot.. Like isit the kid that i mind.. How it happen stuff like that.. But all i told her was sorry.. I really have a very strong feeling of wanting to be with this gal and she accepted it. After much talking and explaination..

KL : Can't i ask ? If you wanna attitude . Then go ahead okay .

DC : I didt even tell MP what i told u just now.. Because i really don know what to do now.. I really give up on her.. But at the same tim i don want to wait for u to gain back my trust too long because its really hurting me each day.. When i cant be with u.. Tell me what to do..

KL : What you told me ? Simple , if you can't wait , you can choose to give up . I won't ever be together with someone when there's no trust . End up having more quarrels .

DC : Ok.. Than how can i make u gain back the trust.. Can u help me.. Please.. Because i really love u.. I don want to bluff or lie to u.. again..

KL : Hmm , seems that you still care for her , miss her , love her . Still can jealous of her meeting other guys . Go back to her bah . You still care for her everything . If you really love others . You should not care her so much already . Make it clear , she's just your friend . If one day you have a gf and your gf know she do exist in your heart , how will your gf feel ? Don't lie to me again . You will go back to her if you can't get my heart . Why for care whether she still love you anot ? Why even bother to meet her again and again ? I'm tired to think and get angry about all this shit already . Stop all nonsense bah .

DC : Please don do this to me.. I just wanted to let u know what happen thats all.. Cause i don want to hide anything from u.. Please don leave me.. I am really in love with you now.. Initially i still care a bit. But now i HATE HER.. she is out os my heart le.. Pleasebelieve me.. I really want u back..

KL : Why you hate her ? Cos you are jealous !

DC : Nope.. Honestly if u ask me last week or past few days i would.. And i would try to go back to her if u don accept me.. But now.. No way.. No way i will want to go back to her and i m totally happy now as in no worries.. Onli waitin for someone.. To love someone..

KL : But , you give me the feelings is not so simple .
But you give me the feelings , you know ? It's like no girl you will die . So , it doesn't matter without me .

DC : Mayb if u open up yr heart to me again and trust me again like u did before u might feel different.. It does matter to me because the feelin i get from u is really different from other girls.. Not even MP can give.. Really..
U really mean a lot to me.. I ve tatolly given up on her.. I even told her off just now.. Really.. I m so down now.. Slackin at dam.. Remembering that night..
I know i bluff u.. But i really felt xin fu wit u.. I give up so many things just to not be wit u but rather a chance onli to be wit u.. Because i believe in u.. I believe u r good and different from other.. I willing to give myself a chance but why not u ? Why u cannot give me and yourself a chance to experinc my love.. I m dying for u. I really miss a lot of things we do tgt..

KL : Is what you think , do you think what others think ? Do you ever thought of my feelings of what others thing ? I very very mind my reputation . I want face .

DC : What isit that u mind ? What face ? CW ? 3rd party ? I don really care abt CW.. Just don meet her or appear in front of her lo.. And i already make so clear le ma. U r not 3rd party is me the bad guy.. I fan jian.. A r/s is abt u and me.. We just have to love each other and not love to show other Ppl.. Unless u tell me u have no feelings for me.. I.Don wanna lose u..

KL : This is just things that we did . Not the love that grow . Then why not think of the bad things ? All i give you is good memories . What you gave me ? Lies ?
But , the thing is , now you never even prove to me you changed . Hais .

DC : Have u thought that it was all just a mis understanding we had for each other ? We started off badly because i didt ended my previous r/s properly.. But that does not mean i m not a good person ma.. Didt i give u good memories also ? I had so much love for u inside. Haiz i m so depress now i feel like the whole world has crashed.. That there will be no more stars in the sky to see..
I m so sad and depress no.. its more sad than giving up and breaking up wit MP.. Don know why u would wan to treat me like this.. Cant u just let this mistake of mine go and let me be wit u and let time prove itself ?

KL : Hmm , sorry . If this never happen . I won't be with you so fast also . It's too fast . We don't understand each other .
You lied to me , Lied to me and her . You still like her when you said you sure you love me . You still miss her .

DC : Yes i admit ! I did miss her that time when i did tell u i love u.. But in cas u didt realise things changed. Feelings changed i told my self i had to prove to u that now there s onli u in my heart and i thought what better chance than to do it when u randomly said u wan to go genting for a while.. That day was the day that i told myself to si xin over her. In case u didt know.
A lot of things really changed when u did small minor things to me.. Cause the feeling and love for u onli grows stronger but feeling wit her fade away..
It ended and she died in my heart.. Its was that day that changed my feelings towards her and u. And i knew even though its crazy than i want to bring u to genting to prove my love to u.
There's just too many things i want to do for u to prove to u that in my heart there onli room for u. Its not sweet talk cause i know u don like but its from the bottom of my heart.

KL : You told me that time the drift at tuas no need to pay ? You know you make me lose how much face ?

DC : No la cause dollen never approach me plus u really don need to pay cause u really is innocent de.. Dollen is like that de even i don like the way sometimes she look at me.. She is just fed up that mark is always so stress up and no time for her..

KL : You should know everyone that go there should pay $10 ! Even those kids also paid .

DC : Ya true.. Thats why in the end i still paid for u and CW ma. when u were over talkin to XX and ZX.. Cause i told mark its ok though he refuse..
I did in the end ! U don know meh ? I thought u know ? U never see i pull mark aside from the group ma to pass him. Cause he say even i add on another twenty right they still short of two hundred plus.. U never see why we leaving that time mark thank me so much for everything ?

KL : Oh , i want you to explain everything to them . I think they are curious , why you have gf still bring me go tuas that day . Sorry , i malign that you never pay the 10bucks . I don't want later people saying i snatch you away , etc .
Now i've rejected meeting you again and again , are you finding another girl to love ?
Why you stop her from smoking but not me ? Why you hate smoking but you still smoke ?
Cos you wanted to meet MP every single day mah . Then when i appear you start ignoring her . So , maybe you are finding some other girls to love loh .
You told MP only she will be the girl to sit in your car .
And you don't smoke actually !
魔鬼的眼泪 ? This song should be you and her listen together at your car . And both of you like it . So it's song that refer to both of you .
Need to take so long and reply my message ? Or you with other girl and scare she saw my message ? Don't message already then .

DC : She said it was. But i thought it was another guy who ask her to hear. until now she told me its was suppose to be our song..

KL : But is you and her listen the song together at your car ! How can be other guy ask her to listen ?
Zzz ! Truthfully , this few days we never meet , you went to find who ?

DC : and truthfully after ytd night.. We really r over le.. And i onli was to be honest wit u and let prove to u..
I just wan u to know that i ve decided to not lie to u abt anything anymore just wanna be able to love u once again..
Cause ytd i meet her. I told her it would be the last time i would see her. And that i don wan u to misunderstand. And she say clearly to me its over between us now that i love someone else more, and she walk away.. It was ya like that.. Thats when i knew in her heart i m dead. And wanted u to know. In case u might wan to msg her or ask her. So ya i would t be saying her again

KL : Huh ? What to be saying her again ? Did she sit your car ? Did you two hug/kisses the last time ? Did you two go any places ?

DC : Sorry mean wont be seeing her again... Yes she sis sit in my car and she saw the ling and ask me.. Than she don wan to sit anymore cause she say now i belong to someone else.
She ask me why i still go find her.. Why never find u.. than i say cause u wit other Ppl. Than she angry say than what she spare ah.. Than i say no la just want to clear things up.. She sit cause she say go where thats all.

KL : Huh ? What go where that's all ? Then did you all go out ?

DC : We went to a hill to talk.. And i told her everything abt u how much i love u.. And she also saw my phone and saw how much i love u that's all.

KL : Hill ? Henderson wave ? Then you say she saw the name and don't want sit . Then how you go the hill with her ?

DC : Nope we went kent ridge. She was disguested but still sit cause she say last time she will see me. And cause i wanted to clear things up. And scare if talk downstairs her mum will come down

KL : Did she make away my name ? Did you all hug or kiss or hold hand the last time ?
Really never ? I don't believe that know . If she wants a good ending she would probably want it .

DC : I did.. I know what u r thinkin. Rmb u told me before after break can still be friends.. I and MP r just friends she cant accept me anymore.. We cann NEVER Be tgt again.. I don know what u r thinkin really.. u like u reply me than reply me is all this weird question suspecting me..

KL : Why it's impossible between you and her ? Never mind , you come find me now . We should talk .

DC : She say its impossible.. We can never be tgt.. And i m putting all my hopes on u.. But u like sometimes treat me so cold.. Wonder what u r thinkin..

KL : Yah , why is it impossible ? And you should know , yah , meet her just friend . But not everyday .More over, she is your ex ! Come find me ?
I at clementi . Forget it . Don't come then :)
Find me still ask me for what ? THen never mind lah . You go enjoy with your girl you are with now . I won't bother you .
Why never reply ? With her i can't meet you ? Or you want sweet memories with her then i shall not disturb .

[[ KL called DC and ask where is him , kl go meet him okay ? DC said OK ]]

DC : MP like not happy say u wan to come down meet me for what..

KL : Then how ? I cannot go ? THen you go sweet with her then .

DC : Hmmm cause i need some time alone wit her to talk things out. Since i already talk things out wit her.. Hope u can give me some trust.

KL : You go talk to her then . Since i already reach orchard i go xin wang drink my fav drinks . You can go somewhere else and sweet with her . My suggestion henderson wave.
And you no need to keep telling me that you have talk things out with her when you still keep telling me you wanna meet her and talk things out . Okay ! Go ahead and chase her back .
So care of her feelings . Even can stay so long at other place just because she don't want to see until me . That's good . You sacrifice for her .
Okay . I want nothing okay . I want to give up on everything including you ! You are free ! Free to do anything you wanna do . I won't interfere your life anymore .
Your car no longer have my name . Remember the last thing i told you when i went to JK's house ? haha !
Remember this , you treted me like how you treat MP . Don't answer my phone and don't even bother to reply my message . Fuck off .

DC : No.. Wait.. Now than MP tell me.. My phone really never hear.. Sorry.. I just want to make it the last and clear wit her .

KL : I want to meet you now ! Hey , can we just stop aside and talk ?

[[ Talked on phone ]]

DC : The seat is i remove de.. Didt want her to mind. But i just want to know from what r u thinkin .

KL : Stop aside and talk if you want to know everything ! I have no time to play this childish game of yours .

[[ DC Called me ' we going *forget what place ler*' ]]

KL : I will follow . Go faster , thank you .
You won't go so slow normally .

[[ Talked on phone ]] End up stop at road side .
Talk talk talk .
XX rushing of time .
KL : You sending her home ah ?
DC : Yah .
KL : Then you sending her home first loh , XX need to rush home .
DC : Okay .
KL : Meet at XX's house downstairs .

[[ Talk ]]

DC : But the fact is i disappoint u a lot.. I dare not ask for yr love now haiz.. I feel so regret..

KL : I don't accept this . Taking me as her ? No , you should forget her before you could enter my life .

DC : But what if i get hurt in the end by u.. Cause i hurt u before.. U might just hurt me back. Mayb revange or what i really don know.

KL : So what if you get hurt . You told me both of you are impossible , you must also give up on her .
I will tell you everything when you leave .
Truthfully from your heart , you want the answer to be negative so you can woo back MP openly . Or you want it to be positive ? So you can give her up openly ?

DC : From the heart i already told u me and her cannot be tgt already even if u reject me. meaning negative so i can woo MP back .I just want to know from yr heart can we be tgt thats all.. Do u really love me, just tell me the truth.. It would not change the fact that i can woo her. I ll just have to remain single thats all i can do.

KL : But is the answer i gave you is positive , can you promise me 3 things ?

DC : What do u want me to promise? But can u truthfully tell me that u really mean it? I really don want to get hurt or get into a failed r/s.

KL : If i go out or whaat , don't go out and meet girls and flirt . Can , You can meet girl , but not just both of you , not always the same girl and not to lie once more . I give you 1 month time to prove everything to me . If i find out any lies or flirting behind me . That's it . Don't tell me that cos you care , Friend concern and boyfriend concern is two diff things . So you should know where you stand at.
Yesterday is MP not happy i went to HK cafe , or you don't want me to be there ?

DC : Is i don want u to come de. =< Cause it will be difficult to talk things out if u ard.

KL : Hais , why you bluffing me and her again and again ?

DC : Cannot nvm i really need to know why u say i bluff u again.. I need to clear the doubt.

KL : You told me is MP not happy ! Why now i listen diff story again ?

DC : I lied to u ytd. Rmb what i promise u just now. Huh means what u still don believe me.

KL : No ah , since things is before you promised me . So let it over loh .

DC : Orh.. Really ah.. I really want to prove to u .

KL : Lols , prove to me then. From now onwards , i don't want you lie to either me or MP..

[[ Meet with baobei . ]]

KL : I don't wish to have more and more problem come out . i wish to stop all this . You no need to scare that you will hurt me . As you know , i'm not those girls that when a r/s fail will cry and don't eat . Don't treaet me like her too . If you choose her , i won't interfere you anymore , won't even bother to call/sms you . I will let you go and live back my happy life without you stressing me here . Think carefully what's your decision , by today . You used to let me smoke in your car , but now ? Because of her ?
Now i want to make this clear , make a chioce between me and her . You must choose 1 and treat the other bad , it's your choice to choose , i never forced . Make this choice is a must , if you continue like that , 3 of us will get hurt . If you choose either me or her . 1 will sad 2 will happy . Which is better ? How you prove to me if you still care her more then a friend ? I don't care whether it will hurt her or not , Love will always have obstacles . If you still can't let her go and you said you and her were impossible , please . I'm not your toy to let you play with . Can't be with her then want me . Can't be with me then want her back .

DC : Ok i make a choice now.. I honestly choose u.. But sometimes the feeling u give me like u really want me really love me but sometimes u like don really care abt me.. Like what u always say u treat Ppl very jue.. Sigh..

KL : Then i treat you no good you must go back find her ?

DC : No.. Hmmm Means u also know u treat me no good ? Then cant treat me like i m impt to u.
I wont.. Last time mayb but now things until like that we really no turning back le..

KL : You tell me this how many times you ownself go count .

DC : But what i promise u this afternoon.. Rmb .

KL : But what you just show me ?
Prove to me what ? I want settle today , and never happen again . I cannot take the agitate . I don't want everyday settle the same things again and again . I don't want everyday jealous. I don't want to see her name everyday .

[[ DC told KL ' i wanted to go far away , so that we will not contact each other until i sort things out ]]

KL : This is what i wanted to tell you , yes . Go far away .

DC : Promise me that u wont lose hope in me ? And that u will wait for me to truely come back and love u.

KL : Hey , make this clear , don't say like i wooing you leh , what you deserve for me to wait ? Don't make me like a fool . I won't have bf so son . I welcome every guy to love me . I'm also finding a good bf . Not only you finding gf .
Everything was a lie . Did you ever put baobei and my words in your heart ? No , did you ever think of my feelings ? No. Did you ever think of MP feelings ? No also . Lol . Lies is what you got . You even lie to baobei . Haha . We will stop contact then . After this message , i won't reply you anymore . Don't expect anything from me again . Bye .
Btw , good luck for chasing her back . I believe there's still chance between you and her . I wish you all the best . Takecare .

DC : No.. Please don do this to me.. I m really sorry .. i hurt u.. just don lose hope in me.. I know u r a nice person. I don wan to hurt u again.. I just will sort out everything and if possible love u with no worries.
U will never have any idea how much i m hurt.. How much i thought i could be back to u... Sigh..

[[ DC and MP back together ]]

KL : You got gf already ?

DC : No.. Haiz just depress.. How r u and him .

KL : Lies again ? You and MP back together already.............Zzz
Yah , then you say you no gf ?
Funny , if i don't know you won't even tell me you have gf . Still tell me you won't ever be back together with her . Hahas , last long then :)

DC : Deep down in my heart.. No will knows how i truely feel. And i will never get the chance. Hope u will be happy in what u do. I will just keep the happy yimes in my heart.. Kiss the rain.
I just its all too late now.. I say also no use. U wont believe me also. I just wan to say , though it was a short while but believe it or not i felt loved by u. I was happy. Thank you for giving me those happy memories to keep. If it was not a mess i created i think i wont happily now wit u. Haiz. don say already. I just wan to have these memories will do.
Wherever u r. Hope u r doin good and enjoyin yourself =) though i m wit MP my heart sigh Nvm... Hopefully we could still meetup and all.

And in the end ~

DC : MP found out we contacted. I think we should stop to contact each other to prevent further misunderstanding. Sorry . Just wan to work things out wit her.


LOL ~ What a bullshit guy he is -.-

KL and Baobei convesation of DC (:

KL : Baobei , no need to help him ler . You can just fuck him off . When you are sms-ing with him , he promised you not to hurt me right ? His next message to MP , he called her darling all that . Wants her back . Wtf ?

Baobei : Aiiyo. Yeii he promise MII stiill do this shit Thiing. Baobeii. Then dun thiink anymore. Stiill alot more guy out there. He Iis just one of Iit. dun care Hiim. Ignore Hiim kkiies. Treat Hiim as not living Liiao kkiies. Dun sad. Stiill got MII.

KL : Hahas ! Thank ! I love you :p

Baobei : Dun contact Hiim Oso. Bastard Hiim. Saiid Iinfront of MII so nice. Behind my back do another Thiing. Shit Hiim.

KL : Haha , don't so angry uh . I'm disappointed with him too . So yah , i will try to settle everything with him asap.
His ex just message her . She now feel like eating ban mian , she ask what will DC do . DC don't know what to reply her . What you think ? He still love her right ?
Baobei , yesterday he said choose me right ? He just now sms his MP " i am awake , muacks. "

Baobei : Huh? Wat the Fuck.! He do Iit agaiin? Wat he want Siia.
Wa lao. Yeii he Liike that he Ytd already Saiid.

KL : Haha , yah :) yesterday he told his ex that we chatting about cars with you and amin . Wtf ? zzz

Baobei : Wa lao. He Fuck up!

KL : Yes , fuck up . Yesterday he was suppose to meet MP after senting me home.

Baobei : Kkiies. Lucky. He ar. Alot of Thiing to bluff.
Ya la. Aiiyo. Stupid guy.

[[ Message DC sent to baobei ]]

DC : Ok. I just wanna to say to u and KL that i m sorry i disappointed u both a lot espicially KL.. U ve helped me a lot of times but i didt cherish it.. Now i told her and my ex that i just wan to go away somewhere far to really sort out my thoughts. Because my ex like one min wan me one min do wao.. Make me till so confuse.. Than ling also don let me know her true feelings i also scare.. I don know if she really still love me or not.. She just ask me make a choice. If i clearly knew how she feel towards me. I ll be able to make a clear decision but i m confuse.. Cause i don know.. Now i onli hope during this period she don lose hope in me.. I really hope she wont lose faith in me.. Hope that she will still be able to love me.. Honestly from the heart.. Don tell her yet.. or rather she wont believe.. that actually as time goes by and she forgives me and loves me more from time to time. I realise that i really love her a lot over my ex le last time i wont feel that way now i really think that i can last wit her.. I really afraid that since i ve made things so complicated now that she really just lose total hope in me liao.. I really hope i can know what she is thinkin.. I honestly will give up my ex for her .. Honestly from the heart.. I can. But i m afraid of gettin hurt.. Cause i ve hurt her before.

KL - Baobei : Lol , tell him stop talking bull shit , he just don't want me to give up hopes on him . He want you to help .

Baobei : Huh. Ii really dunno should believe Iin his word not leii.

[[Ended]]

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